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[15 Nov 2009|08:53pm]
This, in the end, will stop nothing.

Technology is an unstoppable force. Where can anyone draw the line? It's the only God we know, and as with any other god, It is both beautiful and monstrous. We fashioned It from our fears, the label of God, we will apply retroactively. Asimov, for his part, called it as he saw it.
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The Body Electrified [15 Nov 2009|07:53pm]
In discussing O'Connor's Wise Blood with her class, Amy Hungerford separates the depiction of body, specifically the female body as being a thing all parts and no whole, from a Christian framework and places it within a feminist one. I think this is a grave mistake. They are related, but the feminist view needs to be rooted within the staunch Catholicism that O'Connor espoused. This depiction of grotesqueness, as something which causes aversion, that makes us want to shrink away, that in certain cases conjures the images of parts on the floor of butcher shop or a murder scene is a sort of warning about sexual power. Sexual power, within the context of art, culture and religion, is something that has historically been almost exclusively female. It's why in Christian Evangelical revival communities, women wear shapeless sacks, or why Muslim women cover themselves up -- the power of their figure to excite is something both selfishly cherished (to be shared only with the husband) and something to be feared, because it leads down the devil's path. A women doesn't lead an army, but lust can make a general do crazy fucking things. So we're getting a viewpoint of the body, as say, Pope Innocent III would have us view it:

Man was formed of dust, slime, and ashes: what is even more vile, of the filthiest seed. He was conceived from the itch of the flesh, in the heat of passion and the stench of lust, and worst yet, with the stain of sin. He was born to toil, dread, and trouble; and more wretched still, was born only to die. He commits depraved acts by which he offends God, his neighbor, and himself; shameful acts by which he defiles his name, his person, and his conscience; and vain acts by which he ignores all things important, useful, and necessary. He will become fuel for those fires which are forever hot and burn forever bright; food for the worm which forever nibbles and digests; a mass of rottenness which will forever stink and reek...

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Man is conceived of blood made rotten by the heat of lust; and in the end worms, like mourners, stand about his corpse. In life he produced lice and tapeworms; in death he will produce worms and flies. In life he produced dung and vomit; in death he produces rottenness and stench. In life he fattened one man; in death he fattens a multitude of worms. What then is more foul than a human corpse? What is more horrible than a dead man? He whose embrace was pure delight in life will be a gruesome sight in death.

Of what advantage, then, are riches, food, and honors? For riches will not free us from death, neither food protect us from the worm nor honors from the stench. that man who but now sat in glory upon the throne is now looked down on in the grave; the dandy who once glittered in his palace lies now naked and vile in his tomb; and he who supped once on delicacies in his hall is now in his sepulcher food for worms...


This, I think, is how we should look at O'Connor's work, and not, at least primarily, through the lens of myriad ritual and abuses to which southern women had to subject themselves to in order to attain the cultural trappings of beauty.

I think Hungerford gets back on track when she starts talking about O'Connor's fight with lupus, and the distortion of her own body.

Blah blah blah.

If that made any sense, I'll give myself a star sticker later.
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Sacred Heart, Wise Blood [15 Nov 2009|06:53pm]
The manifold narrative of our lives isn't so much composed of threads but long, perilous branches spiraling incomprehensibly helix-like, narrowing here, widening there, forcing us into uncomfortable, and more importantly, uncontrollable situations.

I'm twenty-seven, older now than I was yesterday, and more ignorant yet than when I was five. I think I understood more then, and there certainly was a hell of a lot more magic in the world. That magic's now governed over by some shadow council of unseen mages, for I still understand little, and have no one to petition for the redress of grievances other than the impotent core of some dimly seen and only half-asserted self.

But I guess there's always the Ellsworth philosophy: Here I am, beholden to no human cocksucker.

Had the single most disturbed night of sleep in ages. Going mad at work. Re-reading old entries from a year ago. Here's one.

Also: Modern American Novel.
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Chi-City Christmas Giveaway! [15 Nov 2009|11:59am]
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Planetwalker [15 Nov 2009|09:19am]
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The word crosswise has a cameo. [14 Nov 2009|10:58am]
Tired at work. Feel really out of it. Trouble focusing, definitely not at the top of my game. But, in the intermezzos of boredom, I occasionally will shit something out, for no reason other than a shameful love for an ignorant internal voice:

... ... ... --- . )

(Really thrown together, so, if I feel like it in a few minutes, it'll probably change, a lot, become unrecognizable, or, I'll lock it up in a basement like an unwanted child and starve it of attention, affection, and the faculty of human speech, until its a full grown mockery of something that passes for human.)
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Brazen Copyright Violations. [14 Nov 2009|07:43am]
The other day [info]toddzombie recommended the David Young translation of the Duino Elegies of Rainer Maria Rilke. I'm sure most of it is being lost on my excessively dull mind, but I'll share the bits of it that strike me. The first I'll share (Elegy #10) is my favorite thus far (though it is only so by a very slim margin when compared to certain segments of the other elegies.)

Pardon, but there's no way for me to retain the form of the poem here, so just having the line breaks will have to do. I've also added an extra break between the periods, because without the format, and without breaks, it'd be a gigantic block of texts that would be much harder on the eyes.

Duino Elegy #10 )
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Pomplamoose [14 Nov 2009|06:11am]


Nature Boy.
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Mouse, Ever Popular Cat Drama. [14 Nov 2009|12:25am]
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Assenting Angels. [13 Nov 2009|10:07pm]
Blood Meridian;

The old man didnt answer. He turned his head suddenly aside and seized his nose between his thumb and forefinger and blew twin strings of snot onto the floor and wiped his fingers on the seam of his jeans. I come from Mississippi. I was a slaver, don't care to tell it. Made good money. I never did get caught. Just got sick of it. Sick of niggers. Wait till I show ye something.

He turned and rummaged among the hides and handed through the flames a small dark thing. The kid turned it in his hand. Some man's heart, dried and blackened. He passed it back and the old man cradled it in his palm as if he'd weigh it.

They is four things that can destroy the earth, he said. Women, whiskey, money, and niggers.

They sat in silence. The wind moaned in the section of stovepipe that was run through the roof above them to quit the place of smoke. After a while the old man put the heart away.

That thing costed me two hundred dollars, he said.

You give two hundred dollars for it?

I did, for that was the price they put on the black son of a bitch it hung inside of.

He stirred about in the corner and came up with an old dark brass kettle, lifted the cover and poked inside with one finger. The remains of one of the lank prairie hares interred in the cold grease and furred with a light blue mold. He clamped the lid back on the kettle and set it in the flames. Aint much but we'll go shares, he said.

I thank ye.

Lost ye way in the dark, said the old man. He stirred the fire, standing slender tusks of bone out of the ashes.

The kid didnt answer.

The old man swung his head back and forth. The way of the transgressor is hard. God made this world, but he didnt make it to suit everybody, did he?

I dont believe he much had me in mind.

Aye, said the old man. But where does a man come by his notions. What world's he seen that he liked better?

I can think of better places and better ways.

Can ye make it be?

No.

No. It's a mystery. A man's at odds to know his mind cause his mind is aught he has to know it with. He can know his heart, but he dont want to. Rightly so. Best not to look in there. It ain the heart of a creature that is bound in the way that God has set for it. You can find meanness in the least of creatures, but when God made man the devil was at his elbow. A creature that can do anything. Make a machine. And a machine to make the machine. And evil that can run itself a thousand years, no need to tend it. You believe that?

I dont know.

Believe that.
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Give a man a fish and he'll eat for a day, give a man religion and he'll pray for fish until he dies [08 Nov 2009|06:28pm]
In 1852, half of the population of New York and Boston were foreign born. Three million people were coming in by the year. There has been a cycle of hysteria as regards newly arrived immigrants in this country. We've had problems with Irish, Italians, Chinese, Japanese, Jews, Mexicans, Muslims, homosexual Morlocks, etc. I'm not about to put in the work right now, but I'd like to know the present demographic break down of New York and Boston, and what three million people would be if adjusted for current world population. I know that the roughly 1,030,000 that would perish in a little over a decade later (from 1852) equates to nearly ten million by today's reckoning.

A specific, vociferous portion of the Western world needs to learn some moderation, and find a way to temper its vice of doom-and-gloom hysteria. For a people so amorous of tradition as a check on others, they are unabashedly blind to their own past.
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The Crazed. [08 Nov 2009|04:08pm]
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[07 Nov 2009|05:11pm]
TV news media in America has become a pimp whose chief product is dolled catharsis aimed at necrophiliacs.

I don't know the rest of the world. Maybe they're already there, or following. It's insulting, and I don't know who watches this shit, or why for that matter. What I do know is that they're probably retarded. If they also happen to read the newspaper, then they're well-informed retards.

O Dead! O Fallen! O Bereaved! O America! O Freedom! O spilt blood! O Child-rape! O missing women! O Constitution! O Disease, death, despair, destruction, Socialism, Islamofication, pop stars, celebrities, cellulite, fat, epidemics, tidal waves, hurricanes, tsunamis, O Lord, Your Mighty Vengeance!
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[07 Nov 2009|01:48pm]
The British historian Arnold J. Toynbee, in his 12-volume magnum opus A Study of History (1961), theorized that all civilizations pass through several distinct stages: genesis, growth, time of troubles, universal state, and disintegration.

Toynbee argues that the breakdown of civilizations is not caused by loss of control over the environment, over the human environment, or attacks from outside. Rather, ironically, societies that develop great expertise in problem solving become incapable of solving new problems by overdeveloping their structures for solving old ones.

The fixation on the old methods of the "Creative Minority," leads it to eventually cease to be creative and degenerates into merely a "Dominant minority" (that forces the majority to obey without meriting obedience), failing to recognize new ways of thinking. He argues that creative minorities deteriorate due to a worship of their "former self," by which they become prideful, and fail to adequately address the next challenge they face.
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[07 Nov 2009|01:46pm]
10 And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters; 11 And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.
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Baron Sengir. [07 Nov 2009|01:43am]
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Obscure, Abstruse, Recondite, Bullshit. [05 Nov 2009|03:54am]
Old doubts returned home having traveled abroad for a classical education. In those strange, dark places they mastered the trivium, tasted snake blood, prayed to odd gods with stranger supplications, and recovered from exotic diseases. I don't know what this phase I'm going through is, but the off days are more frequent than the on, and I worry that my best years have past me, that my mind is in rapid decline (here and there, my internal monologue is full of words reached for and not found). And then I feel this subtle tinge of shame at this pretension to knowledge, this aspiration for the arts, juxtaposed with all my talk, all my failures, and my background in general. Shame is a terrain I'm familiar with; I've been there, camped, vacationed, and finally sagged into a sedentary, high fructose-fed existence. But this, this is something altogether fresh.
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Dude, that's my couch. [04 Nov 2009|03:08pm]


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